Reached home at 7plus.--I'm struggling with my heart.I can't make a decision.It's a decision tht affects.I hope i have enough time..I fear tht i'll fall deeper and deeper as time passes,Tht i'll have a hard time standing up again.I had it once, i had it twice.I'm really afraid of it..I keeping it tuh myself.Cos tht truth within hurts.There's so many opposing factors.I went mad over it.But i soon swallowed it.I know it won't go away.One day it's still there,It's there.Tht stress is still building up.I'm so afraid 1 day when you leave me alone,I'd go mad, so insane so crazy.Go bonkers in front of anyone, everyone.Punching till my knuckles bleed and swell,Smoking till i vomit on th spot,Crying till i can't breathe anymore.Stand in th middle of th road and stay still..Leaving th crowd alone tearing,Staying out alone whole night stressing myself for an answer.Hurting myself because i feel numb all over...I'm so afraid of tht one day...
Saturday, July 18, 2009
Tonning fever.
Will this simple crush,Turn out just another heartbreak scene we cry over?
Reached home at 7plus.--I'm struggling with my heart.I can't make a decision.It's a decision tht affects.I hope i have enough time..I fear tht i'll fall deeper and deeper as time passes,Tht i'll have a hard time standing up again.I had it once, i had it twice.I'm really afraid of it..I keeping it tuh myself.Cos tht truth within hurts.There's so many opposing factors.I went mad over it.But i soon swallowed it.I know it won't go away.One day it's still there,It's there.Tht stress is still building up.I'm so afraid 1 day when you leave me alone,I'd go mad, so insane so crazy.Go bonkers in front of anyone, everyone.Punching till my knuckles bleed and swell,Smoking till i vomit on th spot,Crying till i can't breathe anymore.Stand in th middle of th road and stay still..Leaving th crowd alone tearing,Staying out alone whole night stressing myself for an answer.Hurting myself because i feel numb all over...I'm so afraid of tht one day...
Reached home at 7plus.--I'm struggling with my heart.I can't make a decision.It's a decision tht affects.I hope i have enough time..I fear tht i'll fall deeper and deeper as time passes,Tht i'll have a hard time standing up again.I had it once, i had it twice.I'm really afraid of it..I keeping it tuh myself.Cos tht truth within hurts.There's so many opposing factors.I went mad over it.But i soon swallowed it.I know it won't go away.One day it's still there,It's there.Tht stress is still building up.I'm so afraid 1 day when you leave me alone,I'd go mad, so insane so crazy.Go bonkers in front of anyone, everyone.Punching till my knuckles bleed and swell,Smoking till i vomit on th spot,Crying till i can't breathe anymore.Stand in th middle of th road and stay still..Leaving th crowd alone tearing,Staying out alone whole night stressing myself for an answer.Hurting myself because i feel numb all over...I'm so afraid of tht one day...
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