Breaking down.

Do you even fucking know,How tuh differentiate, black and white?Green day - 21 guns.Do you know what's worth fighting for,When it's not worth dying for?Does it take your breath awayAnd you feel yourself suffocating?Does the pain weigh out the pride?And you look for a place to hide?Did someone break your heart inside?You're in ruins.One, 21 gunsLay down your armsGive up the fightOne, 21 gunsThrow up your arms into the sky,You and IWhen you're at the end of the roadAnd you lost all sense of controlAnd your thoughts have taken their tollWhen your mind breaks the spirit of your soulYour faith walks on broken glassAnd the hangover doesn't passNothing's ever built to lastYou're in ruins.One, 21 gunsLay down your armsGive up the fightOne, 21 gunsThrow up your arms into the sky,You and IDid you try to live on your ownWhen you burned down the house and home?Did you stand too close to the fire?Like a liar looking for forgiveness from a stoneWhen it's time to live and let dieAnd you can't get another trySomething inside this heart has diedYou're in ruins.One, 21 gunsLay down your armsGive up the fightOne, 21 gunsThrow up your arms into the sky (x2)you and I.--I like this song. Haha.I'm feeling super shag.Why does things always arrive at th wrong time.When i have th motivation, th mood,I can't return tuh school.Now tht i lost all my motivation,And even my will tuh live on,Why do i have tuh go back school now ?Why ?Why does everything comes against me ?Do i deserve all this craps,After all tht i've done ?Really ?I hate you, mother fucking god.Fuck you.What destiny you gave me, i ask you.CRAP FUCK.Worst.I don't have th courage tuh live one.But i don't have th courage tuh die either.Wtf man -.-