Fucked.

How does it feels likes,When you're being chased out of th house.At 1.30am.With less than 5 dollar.Without any cig.Phone batt 80%.No one's online or there.You've got tuh pack and go.Or else you sleep and wake for school at 8.How does it feels,When you're sick.Runny nose, Cough, Phlegm, Sorethroat, Headache.And you start crying and you can't breathe properly.Thn you had tuh pant and try tuh catch some breath.How it tht feels ?When a person told you.She rather have an idiot, than you.Saying you're trash, rubbish, crap, shit.Practically useless rubbish.How does it feels..When your mother tells you..She doesn't treat you as a daughter.Ever since a year or something ago..And tht it's not th first time you hear it..Would you still feel hurt ?Or.. Disturbed ?I have no idea why i'm typing this..Lol.How does it feels when..You don't even have th mood tuh sleep after all th scoldings,And you start sitting on th cooling floor,Stoning, practically stoning and stoning..And once you hear a very soft sound of th door opening or ,Footsteps, whatever,Your heart skips a beat and you jumped on your bed, and fake being asleep,Cos you're afraid you'll get scolded again by tht someone,Who told you she doesn't love you..Cos you're afraid she'll stab your heart deeper with her dagger.Thn you lie on th bed for 45 minutes, crying.Thn you sat up and cooled don.You called your friend down, for supper.And you went down from 3.30am, till 7.30am.Thn you went home.Lie down awhile, thn start preparing for school.Reached school at 8.55am. And went it.Strict attire checking -.- Intensive ._. With a heavy heart yet looking forward .You went in and did everything you're supposed tuh .There's school tomorrow, ah fuck man.Lmao nehmind.Anyway so went home,Ate medicine.Slept from 12plus till 7plus.Woo. You woke up with a heavy heart again.Knnbccbpcbpkmklpkplk.Sigh.--Removed.--ZZZZ.Idk wtf is this man.Fucked.Why do i even exist.Why.Those cruel facts and reality..In this sinful world.Why.. Why.Why are we here.Why do we exist in this world ?Can't there be a place.Tht's full of love, laughters, peace, fun, happiness, and MONEH ;DWhy ?This world is not warm.It's cold..It's sending chills down my spine..-- Off tuh do Pythagoras Theorom.Tsk....