Sunday, September 6, 2009
Delusional.
You’re delusional, you’re delusional,You’re losing your mind.Why you so obsessed with me ~Alot peopl suddenly change their blog song siahs.All become Mariah Carey - Obsessed.LOLS.I'm having nightmaresFrom sleeping with the enemyWe gotta re-reverse the chemistryI don't want us to be the end of meThis love is taking all of my energyEnergy, My EnergyTaking all my energyHmms.Slept at 5 plus yesterday..Woke at 10 like tht.Prepared.Went down buy stuffs for praying later on.VERY CROWDED.I VERY TIRED.SO RESULTING IN MY TEMPER.I was fucking pissed tht i scolded nbccb out. LOLS.Alot aunties and small kids la fuck -.-Felt liek strangling them all! -_-RAR.Got damn pissed by mother also.:xAnw so, I tried tuh keep my best quiet.I didn't feel like talking at all -.-Zombiefied laszxszx.. z.Went home, ate abitbit, thn went off tuh bishan.Prayed and stoned.Found a chance tuh go in columborium alone.Went in and had a short and quick talk with my grandma..Lols.Walked around, did my usual job, distribute joss sticks..Went temple walk around, talk with th god LOLOL.Chatted till mum called my aunt.Went down, went in tuh pray again.Thn went tuh upper thomson long beach eat.Ate, thn went home on uncle francis' car.Reached home, guitar hero-ed.High-ed. LOLOL.Totally damn zi high LOLS.Sister was laughing her bloody ass off x.xHmm awhile thn went in room sleepzsxzsx.From around 6 till 7.50 or 8pm..Rushed down meet Eunice aliensxzsxzx .Passed her her card and her present LOLS .Chatted awhile thn went home.She crumpled my cardszxzsx.):LOLS !Went home use comp alibaba.Audi quite long ehs.:xNow blogging.Boohoo.Shall go off tuh bed now.--I'm gonna make it .I know I can .I can't tell anyone Lols .Whtever .I know I'll solve it .Fuck .And don't ever trust me when I say ,I'm alright .LOLS .I've been lying these few days . -.-And I've been lying tuh myself my whole life .No actually just these few months .I've been lying tuh myself .So badly .Laughs .Idk what tuh say , I just know .I have tuh continue lying tuh everyone ,Tuh myself as well .Cuz th truth hurts .Though lies' worst , but I chose it this way ,I'm gonna face it this way .Escape and run .Hide and avoid .Tht's what I do when I really can't make it anymore .I can't tell anyone la fuck .Forget it .Nothing .Nobody can help anyway .Nobody understands too .I'd rather rot my days off and die off as early as I can.Cos living is such a torture.Why do we even live tuh suffer and tolerate tortures ,When we could've just.. Be peaceful enough .-.-Twat.
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