I don't understand..

I don't understand ?I really don't ?Wtfuck .I spent my whole damned night thinking and thinking.It's been so fucking many days,I still don't get it.Maybe it's just fate ?I woke up every 2 hours since 12plus.And it's like...CRAP.Damnit.I really don't feel like talking tuh anyone....I lost faith in everyone.Lol.A part of life, don't worry.I'll be back.