This is swee.

I found this on my older posts...Still makes alot of sense to me.(Y)Jitao is what I feel, madloves!---This is for the broken hearted. I know how you feel.Empty, betrayed, and no happiness whatsoever.You don't want to laugh, 'cuz y'know it's not going to help.But you don't want to cry, 'cuz it'll just make you feel worse.You feel like your heart's falling apart, but not only that,But y'know, soon your life is going to feel like it's falling apart too.You don't think it'll ever end, And no matter what this person has done to you,It feels impossible to stop loving them.And everyone wonders why if they've hurt you so much, Then why d'you still love them.That's the confusing part, you don't know why, you just do. And the people who hurt you the most, Is normally the ones you love the most.And then, after a few weeks, You finally feel a sense of relief, like you're getting happy again.But y'know inside, that you're just going into denial.And after a few more weeks, You're back to where you were; An empty soul and teary eyes.You thought you got over them, but really, you just stopped showing it.And you can't help but to show it again.It leaves deep scars on your heart, and they're there, forever.No one understands how you feel, and how deep you are hurt,No matter who they are, 'cuz it hasn't happened to them.And even if it has, every broken heart is different.They don't know the true pain you feel and carry.Each and everyday now, So you learn that basically you're alone with all this.And the feeling starts to overwhelm you, And suddenly you just break down, right there, 'Cuz y'know you've had enough.The tears just instantly start flowing, And you're to th point where you don't care who sees it.'Cuz you've spent so many nights lying awake in bed,And so many days being haunted by the scars and fear of rejection.In the midst of all these tears, y'know that its not helping any,And it's not going to bring them back... If you ever even had them in the first place.After about a million tears have been cried, You finally pull yourself back together and keep going.Your throat starts to clench,And your eyes burn with the tears you're trying to hold back.Everyone says, "It'll be okay..."....But y'know it won't. And that's the truth, it won't.And you look back on all of the hurt you had from this, And you realize that people are horrible.You're still hurt, but you've learned to hide it,So that everyone'll think that you're okay, you're fine.So now, every time you see this person, y'know you still love them..And you feel a slight tingle in your heart yearning for them to love you,Screaming out, but for some reason, they don't hear it. They just don't..Then you sit back, and wonder....How one person could've caused all of these...---SWEE BO!!