Peacock.

C'mon baby lemme see,What chu hiding underneath?I wna see your peacock, cock, cock, your peacock, cock.-Edits-OH FUCK.TH KOREAN MV THT CHAI INTROED ME,WHN I WAS FUCKING HEARTBROKEN DURING JULY....And I cried like fuck everytime I watch it,Cuz I think of tht person and tht person's like gone?And... Super sad tht time, lol.And wtf tht's making me edit it on top, is tht...Th person I was being sad over,Watch before and even blogged about it beforeFwoah?????Ok I'm fucking shocked lol.Ok end of edits!I know this verse is like, fucking out of place.HAHAHA.Ikr, it's very obvious who I'm saying about. Blaaa.-End of edits-

Happy moments; Praise God. Difficult moments; Seek God. Quiet moments; Worship God. Painful moments; Trust God. Every moment; Thank God.

No, before you ask.I'm not Christian, nor do I love God like madloads.I'm Born Roman Catholic.I'm baptised at idk, once I was borned?LOL.Anyway..I just think this.. Made sense somehow, idk why. A feeling. Aha.Somewhere deep down, lalala.---Mum's gna leave house for 'holidayyy' for afew days.Hahaha.Thursday thn coming back.Aww.She's leaving later at 12pm.I'll be sleeping.But I know she'll wake me tuh tell me...Leave money... And cig for me.Cuz ...Me: You go liao, I smoke what? ):Me: Go downstairs pluck grass thn wrap with your mahjong paper ar??Mum: See my mood before I leave lo...HAHAHA.She say tht, equal got cig liao (Y)She say she leave money for me,But cannot buy cig!Hahahaha, try ar :PHEH.I'LL MISS YOU LA OK.MUAAAAAACKSXZCXCZXCZXCZXC.LOL.---I'm currently reading some blog.MAD FUNNY ARCHIVES.I LAUGH UNTIL I ALMOST FAINT.LMAO.It's actually th blog of a 'friend' of mine.LMAO.FUCKING CUTE!!!!I NEVER FAIL TUH SMILE AND LAUGH AT THOSE POSTS.SUPER EXAGERRATE THN FUCKING FUNNY!!!Ok sorry.---I didn't even start my engine,You said I was really 'bad' and 'jialat' in THT sense...Just imagine whn I start my engine and up maximum gear?Can tahan bo?LMAO.I admit tht I can be like tht.But I didn't even think of starting th engine -_- .Cuz I love you guys and girls.But still.I guess it's my fault.My bad for being sucha bad human being aye?Aahahaha.---I miss you.I miss you.---Working on Sunday morning.Thn maybe heading over meet D and Ys.Ahahaha.---I told someone tht it's starting tuh fade.Not because I don't love you anymore.It's because I'm so tired.Tired of these pain.Giving up, and I admit, I'm scared.I know it's impossible.I can see th pattern.I can.I'm gna face it like how I did during July?(:Though I cried like so fucking much those days.But at least I got numbed after awhile.Hahahahahahahahahaha.Not meant tuh be.(:---I wonder whn will you ever talk tuh me again.I wna be friends.Just friends.You said you'd walk me through anything if I need someone.Where are you now?---I love how people always leaves me,After giving me their words and promises.They love tuh leave me right after earning my trust.Right after getting my heart.Right after I really put my heart in everything I do for them.Caring truly, loving truly as a friend, and stuffs.I hate how they turn their backs on me,And walk away, crushing those words they gave me in their hands,And breaking those promises with th goodbyes left unsaid,And words left unspokened, forever.Days where I still think back,Remind back those awesome moments,Th jokes we cracked, how we laughed,How we entertained each other...As I'm typing..Scenes of you guys are flashing pass my mind.I miss those days.I realise I'm really useless.No matter how a friend left me,Backstab betray or chase me away etc,I still miss them like fuck.And like I said 2 months back,Just one, ONE, SATU, 1, happy memory,Can just make me forget how much bad stuffs tht they did tuh me.I'm useless, I know right~Ohwell, my pattern ar...Hahaha.I love how you hurt meee~~~~---Like he told me,I'll be waiting.Life's all about waiting,Hoping,Having faith,And believe.:DGOD, BLESS, ME.AHAHAHA.---I won't regret.Everything happens for a reason.I might have suffered alot mentally this time round.But I gained more than I expected.Lovely consolation prize afterall, isn't it? :DI just had tuh get myself out of th sadness,And realize tht I actually won myself a prize.:D---I'm gna keep both of you in my heart, forever.My whole life, just this way.(:Regardless of how we turn out in future,A second after typing this sentence,A year after,Or even more.Idk.I'll remember you.You're like th second her.I can't forget you at all.Ahahahaha.Cool man.(Y)---I remember saying tht you'd be th last,But someone from my past came back,So y'know,Technically,You're still tht last.LOLOL.FUCKING COOL AH.I'm crapping.I guess I need sleep!!!---Anw..Most probably meeting Joseph later.Told him I wake thn confirm with him,But I think... I'm not meeting Joseph alr la.7plus still haven't sleep.Need reach Lavender at 230pm ley.Means wake at 12pm like tht. LOL.Confirm cmi :xSORRY JOSEPH~ Heh.---Anyway.Body's been hurting.Randomly, without reason.Right thigh muscle fucking pain -.-Thn both wrist, th last finger th palm there de bone and muscle,Pain also.Th side also.Idk la.Wrist also.Whole hand pain.Wtfuck pls.Lol.2 spot on foot ankle behind there,Skin tear also.Thanks tuh sis' vans.Early know don't wear.LMAO.K bye!!!!:D--Wa ccb.I sit on bed and use comp,Bend forward until my neck stiff,Backbone, whole row of spine stiff and pain.LOL.---Weds I'm home alone from morning until evening,Whn sis returns home from work.Gna be gs for a day.HUAT AR.Party alone at home (Y)SAYONARA.