Teenage dream,

Teenage Dream,A nightmare tuh begin with.I'm bored.---I'm scared.I've been dreaming about you for 5 nights in a row.Even though I have lots of different dreams in a sleep.But those I remember, are all dreams with you in it. -_-You also -_-But only in 1 or 2 of them.WTFFFF ????Like fucking random -_----HI.I'mmmmmmmm hiding in my room.I'm a tortoise in my shell.Whn I'm scared, I'll hide.Locking myself in my room,With chains and chains of thoughts running through my mind,Images of th past flashing pass my eyes.As I shut my eyes up,I see so much.And I start tuh wonder why things change so fast.In a blink of an eye,Everything's different.I hate changes.I'm scared.I fear.---Went down Redhill yesterday.Met Huiping and Jonathan.Left J, went over BM meet A F F.Bought some drinks etc,Went F house area.Slacked around at usual spot.F and H got really keesiao.Noisy like crap.LMAO.Kept laughing out loud like wtf plz.Slack till 1 plus 2,A went home.Cabbed home.Wanted try my luck and run cab,But I slowly walk :XThn uncle found me HAHA.So paid him.Laughs.Went home, alibaba.Slept at 6.30am.Woke at, I also dk.Forgot.Headache was killing me.-_-Bathed and I'm here.Gna do th dishes later.---I'm following @TrueTeenQuotes on twitter.SUPER TRUE TWITS.Mad true.Fucking true.So many of them just say exactly how I feel.(Y)BAIK LA SIAKKK!!Must follow them, like STEADY NO JOKE.(Y)---I don't want tuh see you,But I want tuh see you.I deny missing you,But somehow I hope tht you'd know it.I don't care how fuckedup you see me as,How bad you treat me,I still love you.But somewhere deep down,I wished you didn't.---Anw this is awesome.Wei li an,Hebe,Yan jue.THEIR SINGING UH.PWN LIKE SMLJ ONLY.WOOT.---Idk why.You've became cuter.I'm sorry.I think it's my problem.Like y'know, I've gone mad.LOL.Guess it's just this...Influence?Idk how tuh say, but, yeaaaaa.---Oohhh, I just did th dishes.LOL.Not gna eat tuhday.I feel like puking instead.-_----I would've given up it for you,Just because you want it.But,Everything's different now.And I chose not tuh give it tuh you.I can't deny tht I actually hate you.But not THT kind of, anger, fury, hate.It's just..Idk.I just don't like it.But I can't stop it from haunting me too.Tht Hate, was actually Love.Th hate for th one you love;Love got transformed intuh Hate,By th pain, th hurt,Th cries, th tears.Th lies, th fears.---Hebe's new album's songs jitao maximum nice! (Y)Idc about th money tht I need tuh save ah,I swear I will buy her album.LOL.Album name: To Hebe.第一波主打 - LOVE!HEBE 田馥甄 HUAT ARRRR!!!!! \m/ ^_^ \m/我爱你 你爱她 她爱她 她爱他你爱我 我爱他 他爱他 他爱她咦? 怎么这世界 已经没有人相爱怎么这世界 每个人都不快乐怎么这世界 每个人都爱别人不爱自己咦? 怎么这世界 已经没有人相爱怎么这世界 每个人都不快乐怎么这世界 每个人都爱别人不爱自己Hebe say,This song,Is a very simple, yet meaningful song.Lyrics damn short and simple,But it clearly states th reason why people cry,Why is everyone(most/some) unhappy.And hope everyone will think about it,Think about th problems in relationship,Maybe things can change and more people'll be happy! :D---AND OMG SORRY SIDE TRACK ABIT,SELINA GETTING MARRIED NEXT YEAR.HUAT AR.I LOVE YOU SELINA!!! (Y)HEHEHE.Omfg seriously.Though S.H.E macam seperated...BUT I STILL LOVE THEMMMM!Omg, Selina xing fu ar!!And she's alr hosting Guess,Though I don't like this new style of Guess anymore...But Selina is awesome! :DHebe successfully recorded her first album,And had lots of great and positive comments! YAY.Madloves her songs and voice.I can really love her forever la siak!! ^^And Ella's filming shows and stuffs,She loves acting~ (Y) BAIK.Hope she don't film halfway thn shout say tired again, LMAO.So keai pl0x!!MAN, THEY'RE 3 AWESOME GIRLS!Though they're th best together,But while seperated, doing stuffs they like and prefer,Is of cos good for them (Y)They happy jiu hao!! Heh!---Ok back on Hebe's song....This is her MV BTS.Fucking heartpain!!Why like tht ):Poor Tien fu zhen.Heartpain arrrrr ))))':And th guy ar, sibeh don't give face!Hebe is like tht one marhzscx.Heh, I love her for who she is.( Even though she broke my heart this year during AS T.T )Director say 'Cut' nia jitao stand and walk, wtf?-.----田馥甄 - 寂寞寂寞就好還是原來那個我 不過流掉幾公升淚所以變瘦對著鏡子我承諾 遲早我會還這張臉一堆笑容不算什麼 愛錯就愛錯早點認錯 早一點解脫我寂寞寂寞就好 這時候誰都別來安慰擁抱就讓我一個人去痛到受不了 想到快瘋掉死不了就還好我寂寞寂寞就好 你真的不用來我回憶裡微笑我就不相信我會笨到忘不了 賴著不放掉人本來就寂寞的 借來的都該還掉我總會把你戒掉還是原來那個你 是我自己做夢你有改變什麼再多的愛也沒用 每個人有每個人的業障因果會有什麼 什麼都沒有早點看破 才看得見以後我寂寞寂寞就好 這時候誰都別來安慰擁抱就讓我一個人去痛到受不了 想到快瘋掉死不了就還好我寂寞寂寞就好 你真的不用來我回憶裡微笑我就不相信我會笨到忘不了 賴著不放掉人本來就寂寞的 我總會把你戒掉Suit people who just fell out of love.(Y)---And I realise I can hear th difference in Hebe's voice.Like from S.H.E's debut album, till now.I know which is old song, and new song.Even if Idk th title.Like, omg only.(Y)Her voice forever so special!I start tuh love them tht time,Alr can differentiate all their voices very clearly liao.S & H's harder, but I can~ Heh.---Enough.Whatever tht's happening,Is making my brain tuh force my heart intuh things I can't do.I need a bloody fucking PEACEFUL BREAK.Knnia.-_----And I still love S.H.E more than anyone.Th love.Never fading,Never faltering,Never ending.Ever lasting.No pain, no hurt, no tears.Only love, and smiles, and misses.(Y)Did I mention I was pekcek whn this song came out of SHERO?I JITAO DK WTF THEY SAYING!!!But I learnt this song in a day -_-Which day?SHERO Autograph session.Whole day, minus away th time whn th crews haven't reach,Thn haven't get in th barrier tuh queue la,Once get intuh th barrier at around 10?Listen tuh th album non stop eh.Until evening.Who don't know how sing???? -_-Laughs.But tht day Idk how sing Ai jiu dui le.SIEH WASTED!!Only sang SHERO with S.H.E (L)_(L)*-*Say until them, I miss them alr-_-But I rather they don't come Singapore.Fucking tiring eh!!!!LOL.---Anyway random abit.I'm bankruptttttttt againnnnn !@$!@%@%@!&^^&#@^#&#$&@#^!@$!@$ -'-LOL.Need buy earstud, new necklace, and To Hebe.Omg.And I'm gna pass sw her 35 bucks tht's with me asap.I don't like tuh hold ontuh money tht's not mine.Sieh gaowhey.LOL.OHWELL.And.I WILL BE MOTHER FUCKING PISSED, SUPER UBER PISSED,If I missed 11/11/11; 11:11:11 next year.SO MANY 111111111111111.Diu! LOL.Rather sad tht th year 1111 is over!Fucking cool ar jitao is 11/11/1111. LOL.I want 66/66/6666; 66:66:66.But cannot have T.TLOL.K la, I alot crap, heh.BYE!---If you're trying tuh make me hate you,I guess you're doing it right.If you're not,Thn I guess I'm starting tuh hate you at times.Not tht I hate you, but I hate you.Ok nobody will get it this time round.Jitao -___-???? only.Laughs.---And I wonder...If we'll be friends again..Or even, ever be like what we used tuh be again,And meetup, just tuh fool around again, laughing...Songs tht reminds me of you,So many, so much.Sometimes your smile flashes pass my eyes.Tht cute smile, tht awesome smile.And your voice, sometimes it rings in my ears whn I miss you.We'll never be th same again..Only if you were tuh trust me more..Only if you didn't see me th way you're seeing me now.I swear on my whole life tht I didn't do anything on purpose.Like seriously -_- Sigh.This is super stupid and silly for me tuh be doing.. But..I'll still be here w opened arms, waiting for us tuh be friends again..Tuh be there for you, tuh walk anything through with you if you need someone,With my love, my care, my concern, my true friendship and awesome hugs in hands,For you tuh smile again.Days we had weren't much,Times we spent together were even lesser,But those moments could easily own th world.---Tht's whn I miss you.Whn I don't,All I remember is how deep tht knife in your hand stabbed through me.