I'm in love.

Love th way you look at me,In those skin tight dreams, be my teenage dream,Tonight.. Tonighttt.....Let you rest your head on me,If tht's what you need,In our teenage dream, tonight.Saw this quite long ago.It's awesome, me love.:DAnyway,Tyler Ward is an awesome dude,Check his videos out! (Y)This isssss mad awesome!!!FUCKING AWESOME.I LOVE MEGAN'S PART.Aiya, all also love! (Y)And Tyler's cute :DHAHAHA.Opps!Anyway!Suddenly feel like posting up some Orcas ( Killer whales ) pictures!They're so mad beautiful and beautiful and beautiful and beautiful.So mad cute and cute and cute and cute....I'm falling I fell in love.JUST LOOOK!I fell in love with them more than a year ago.They're so mad cute pl0x!!!!!Holy crappp!!!! *_*Ji ke ai, DUI BU DUI!! :PHeh (Y)And!!!!I love Polar bears th most of all 'big animals' too :DI realise I like those...Super white or super ... Idk.I LOVE CUTE/AWESOME THINGS!!! :DYez I know Polar bears are gruesome and stuffs...Attacks human or what..Eat like, living things raw and bloody..But still, WHO CARES.LOL.Which animal in th wild doesn't do tht anyway? -.-Hehh!SO FUCKING CUTE!!!!HAPPY FAMILYYYYY. LOL.OMG, cuter than puppies plz!!!!Wtf hahahaha (Y) Ke ai siak.Omggg, can I keep you at home and hug you tuh bed?SO DAMN FUCKING KAWAII!!!!!!!Okay back tuh reality :DTuhday's post...Yea it's gna be long.Alot lup sup as usual! Hahahaha.I shall blog about my days? (:Tuesday, mum left for holiday~Bought food for sis and myself at night.Thn during midnight,I committed a grave mistake.Like super wrong only -_-Blablabla, slept at around 7am.Woke at 11plus.Shocked like crap at some stuffs,And omfg, frankly, kinda happy :SHAHAHA cheebai!Nuaaa around, headache.Bathed etc, planned tuh head west, thn find mum.But end up ji tired and lazy,So slept.Woke at 6pm.Left house at 7pm.Went over find mum~I almost lost my way, kanina.Reached at 9.15pm -_-Chao chee bai, LOL.Met mum and sy, thn ate buffet.I had 40 minutes tuh finish SUPER MANY FOOD.Woah, I stuff food like what siak, LOL.Though mum was mad angry and stuffs with me,She still ordered all my favourite food beforehand.Omg (L) :')Ate till 10pm, left.Went back room,Stone and all, rest, nuaaaa,Thn decided on Bowling instead of heading over tuh pub, heh.Bowled from 11pm until 12am.3 games.I pwned during th first game,Tio owned during th 2nd and 3rd and overall -.-HAHAHA.Th shoes were really smooth on th ground,I was dancing. LMAO!!!My fingers hurt like mad.Dk is suay or what.Finger alr red and pain,I accidentally whack until my phone's hp keychain,MORE PAIN. OMFG.Heh.Went back room afterwards.Bathed, nuaaa. ENJOY LIFE.Lie there nua only, aircon was mad fucking cold.HEHEHE.Shiok ar, lie there smoke with mum and chat.Awesome!Mum keep asking me who I like, and ask me why wna touch.I TOLD HER EVERYTHING!...No just joking. Yes everything, but not exactly WHY.HAHAHA.Ate 2 greenapples, heh.Nua until 3plus 4, was watching greys anatomy too.Slept at 3.30am with songs blasting in my ears.Woke at 11.45am.Bathed and all, checked out~Went Jap restaurant nearby tuh have breakfast.Thn cabbed home.Huat ar.Afew pictures...OH FML I FORGOT TUH CNP MY PICTURE'S CODE,NOW I NEED UPLOAD AGAIN, LOL.FUCK IT.TSK.And fuckkk.My IE crashed just now,Cuz quite alot windows and tabs opened,Thn I go click xiaxue's blog link cuz she twitted tht she finished blogging.Nabeh, lucky post got auto save, knn.Arbo I go mad!!!!-_-Ok so, pictures.Golffffff th place.Th view from th balcony~Sat there and smoked before leaving room tuhday.Toiiiilet~Mad bored after eating.In room.Dressing table's mirror.Yez bored.Went this achipalang dong dong chiang place eat.I wanted spicy salmon.So I ordered anyhow.Cuz I know it won't be what I want, lolol.And this came tuh me.Not bad eh actually, quite nice. LOL.My set of... Whatever. LOL.Sy's mad sweet egg sushi! LOL.One last picture before we left tuh check out and eat.---Horoscope was mad fucking zun.Whn I never go read, zun.Whn I read, jitao not zun.Diu! LOL.Look at this..16th September 2010:Today, you may have to make some effort to patch up your relationship.You may not even remember what you and your loved one fell out about,But you need to start talking again.Even if it is hard to make the first move,It is well worth the effort to do so.You both have enough interest to want to be together again.It's love horoscope.Abit buay zun.Cuz what happened, weren't love.I peaced things out tuhday with someone.Things were mad... Cool.Like I hesitated and stuffs,And whn I finally talked,Something else happened tuh be going on, At th very same exact moment.Wtf.And tomorrow's daily life horoscope:17th September 2010:Th ending part, was this ._.'Avoid the tendency to escape even further into this fantasy world. Stay away from drugs or alcohol.'Ohwell, lololol.18th's coming in less than 24 hours.I wonder who'll I meet?Remember I mentioned I'll see/meet someone I've never talked tuh in years,Or never even think about at all, on th 18th?I'm mad curious....Heh.Alright, end of horoscope for now yeah? (:---I lost my consciousness just tuh escape from reality once more.I anyhow talk and text and said something crucial..Losing my consciousness was really a grave mistake,Tht it cost me something very important; My mum's trust.We quarrelled, I cried like fuck, wtfuck LOL.I bombed everything out,About trying tuh be a good girl,Wanting tuh be a normal teen, but I can't, idk why.Alibaba those craps la.Think I was mad, dk where find those courage also.Hahahaha.I texted another person tht I wasn't supposed tuh contact too.I think I should totally keep myself sober forever.-.-Th next day,I got back something I'd been waiting for.It was caused by my sub-consciousness,And my 'anyhow text' behaviour.Everything was purely 'accidental'.Didn't plan it, etc.I'm sorry tuh th one tht I bugged, I had no idea..Maybe cuz I went mad and stuffs,I was like super wuji la.I went tuh text THT someone tht I wasn't supposed tuh.And wtf, I got a reply.Though it was short, I was glad.It made my day.Thn I realize, this is how fate works.You HAVE tuh LOSE SOMETHING, tuh GAIN SOMETHING.And you really HAVE tuh DO SOMETHING, tuh GET SOMETHING.I didn't believe in it, until I really did it.I had this strange feeling tht I should make th first move.And I did.Things are almost better, at least for me.Things tht I've been dying tuh know,People tht I've been thinking of tuh come back,Times I've been missing,I've got it all back.Not exactly, but at least back in contact?But I have no idea why,Even though things fell right intuh place,I feel weird deep down.I feel like, this doesn't feels right?But everything was what I wanted? Wtf lol.And I'm afraid, I'm not Eminem, I'm not Not Afraid, LOL lame.Well, I'm super scared.FEARS.Ohwell...I know things'll be better, definitely~And,Everybody deserves a second chance, yeah?So they'd become better.And some, deserves more than 2, 3, 4 or even 5 chances.Just see if tht person's worthed your disappointments.There's always risks if you want something tht failed,Tuh 'pass'. Risks of failing, again.But if you really want it tuh 'pass',Or if you really wna get back with someone,Try, again, and again.Until there's no more chance.Not even a tiny lil hope, thn, stop and realize,Tht it's not meant tuh be, and it's time tuh let go.Keep it as memory, and reminisce once in a while. (:---Anyway I mentioned I was damn wuji yesterday noon right?Yeah, but hor...Tuhday ( 16th ), whn I really,Buaytahan, reallyreally wna peace and get things right,I jitao ball-less.Like, wtfff.I kept opening th contact's msn, and stare, type, thn backspaced.Thn close, thn afew seconds later, open and stared, and close etc.Th cycle repeated for 15 minutes.Knn.And until I cannot take it liao,Like tht not gna cure anything,So I typed, hit enter, and ran for toilet.Coming back, I didn't had th guts tuh open th conversation,Tht was flashing orange.But I did.I was being so straightforward idk what came over me.Whole conversation was awkward.. ._.I was happy, I was sad.Half half, but oh well~At least I got tuh know what I wanted tuh know.---I really hope life can get better.I want a peaceful life.At times laughing and enjoying times with friends,Etc la. Relaxing life.I neeeeeed it.SIGH.Okkkk.Nothing else tuh blog liao I think.Forgot everything.LOL.Oh and.Working on sunday morning, fuck it man.-_-Thn most probably heading over Vivo meet D and Ys.I said I wanted tuh blog at 3.33am.It's 6.15am now.-.-I transferred pictures intuh comp,Chose pictures, search for pictures,Abcdefg, thn now!(:BUHBYE.---SUN-KISSED SKIN SO HOT,THEY'LL MELT YOUR POPSICLE~BYEBYE.YEA LONG POST, IKR.HAHAHA.---I don't want us tuh be th same like before, Cuz I know we can't.But I want us tuh be something new,Something tht could even be better than before.:D