Thursday, September 9, 2010

I'm being random.

Th truth,Is being twisted.I wanted tuh do this post in a 'serious' manner...But this is seriously.... LOLOLOL.CHECK IT OUT LIKE SERIOUSLY.YOU'LL CHOKE TUH DEATH WHILE LAUGHING, BUT W NO REGRETS.Fuck man.Go check it out.Jitao (Y) HUAT AR HUAT AR HUUUUUAAATTT AR !!!Diu ! GET A ROOM , MATE .Hotel 81 , 1 hour 10 bucks only , cheapcheap la siak !!OR GO HOME , FUCKING , GO HOME .OR MAYBE EVEN A FRIEND'S HOUSE ? LOL .Ohwell , though tht's kinda bad ...BUT STILL .This is disturbing tuh th maximum larhszxc !Ok back tuh serious mood :DFirstly.I'm in a random mood.And Idk why,But I've been thinking alotalotalot these days.I've come tuh realize alot of stuffs,About how narrow minded people can be,Or how shallow they are.How judgemental human beings can get.But still.NOT TH POINT.Jeez, I hate how I always side track so naturally, nabehz.Well anyway.As you can see from THT picture above....
I'm sorry.
Sorry..?'Why sorry?', you ask.Oh, you'll regret getting curious as for why, 'sorry'.Cuz a whole big chunk of alphabets is here tuh explain, again.Ah, whatever.LOL.This is so-not-serious-mood la.I can never blog in a serious 'mode'.Always talk rubbish, kanasai.Ok so..Hold on.A stick of cigarette & continue HJDMX tuh unclog my brain for awhile.Old problem, I always have too much tuh say.And whn I wna type it out...It's clogged up.Nehz.BRB.Ok hold on.Mum just told me GZJD's ep 14 is out,And it's mad awesome.I'm gna note down th ep and timing of HJDMX thn watch GZJD.HOLY FUCK!! HEH.I'm gna drag this post soooo long.Maybe by th time I submit it...It's like, 7am? LOL.HEH.OKAY BACK IN A MOMENT.. Or a quarter of an hour.:DAISEH.Mum and I has linked minds.She just took a piece of mooncake intuh her room.Thn I went out tuh cut a quarter out of a new piece.LOL.I went in tuh tell her I took a quarter,Thn she's like, aiyo, I just took a new piece in ley.LOL.Same moment eating th same thing.AISEH. (Y)I love you mum, HEH.---I know this is mad random...But.I wna apologize.Sorry, tuh my friends.Friends tht I neglected.Friends tht cared.Friends tht were there,But I didn't even bother.Friends tht really treated me well,But I didn't see it.Friends tht were always there,But I behaved like I didn't need it.I'm sorry,If I left or neglected or drifted from you,For someone else, or something else.Something/someone else tht doesn't even care for me.Sorry for everything I did.Or like...Idk.I remember telling bee tht,True friends like her are hard tuh find.It's like,2 friends, close and stuffs.But drifted.. Maybe due tuh busy life etc..Thn whn A needs someone tuh talk tuh,A approaches B.Normal people who doesn't think much, ( Most )Will think tht A is making use of B.Like, never care B alr, now need someone, thn wna find B.Y'know..But B, was still there, tuh listen, tuh care, tuh advice..At times chatting and still laughing like before.I'm thankful for friends like this..Yeahh... Thanks and sorry.(:And..Idk why.But I think I owe an apology tuh some people??LOL.I feel like it, but idk why am I apologizing.It's like..Though I swear I honestly didn't do anything tuh harm or what,But y'know.Different people have different ways of judging,Or have different perspective la.So yeaaa..There're so many ways tuh look at things.Even just an ant.Some people think they're irritating.Some people think they're cute??? ._. ( LOL )Some people think killing them is just what we should do.Some people think killing them is just so sinful.Some people think killing ONE of them, is just nothing.Cuz there's like so many of them?!But some people can think tht, every single one of them,Is precious?Just like human.Every single one of us, be it good or bad.Every one is important.So maybe tuh th 'ants world', every single one, is important?And whn we kill them without thinking, just tuh stop it from irritating us,Their 'ant world' is lika ' OMFG YOU KILL MY PAPAMAMADIDIMEIMEIUNCLEAUNTY!!! 'Y'know...YOU GET WHAT I MEAN LA, RIGHTRIGHTRIGHT? LOL.Ohwell.Anyway, mainpoint is.I'm sorry.Maybe sorry for once stepping intuh your life,Maybe sorry for hurting or harming you unknowingly.Maybe sorry for my words whn I was raging in anger?Maybe sorry for my existance?Maybe sorry for my character, my attitude?Maybe sorry for my actions?Maybe sorry for taking you for granted?Maybe sorry for hating you in th past w my rubbish character, for no reason?Idk.There's so much...?Whatever it is.I'm sorry.And I've thought through.Thought through so much.Sorted my mind out and I've learnt something new again.Yeaaa laaaaa.I love learning la.LOL.Ohwell.Whatever.Just get what I wna say can alr.And.I wna apologize..Tuh people who I'm gna 'hurt'?Idk if it's considered hurt? Lol.Erm.. Does something lika.. Erm.Ok, eg, leaving and lying about th reason, counts as hurting?LOL.Idk ar.But y'know.I'm sorry.'Cuz I'm gna lie.I see no point in it anymore.Yeah, point point point.All I see is point.I'm being selfish this time.I lost th.. Reason.And I realized so much about everything.And I can say, this is crappy enough.I'm a Taurus.Ugly stuffs can never go intuh my mouth.Bad stuffs can never stay around.I run away from them as if it's a kazua chasing me.Well, if you've seen my reaction towards cockroaches....You'll know.LOL.对不起, tuh everybody tht I owe one.---I can't text.I can't tell it directly.I'm afraid things will get twisted and blow up th wrong way.So y'know.Here.I tweeted this few just now.I'm gna add somemore in.Yeahh...No names're being mentioned.So y'know.Ya.There's something I wna tell you. ( There's more than one. )Idk if you'll know it's you.But look ok..I hope you'll be happy,And always be positive.Never fall, and cry.Stand up again cuz y'know you can.I can't text you.I'm afraid it'll be twisted and things'll blow up in th wrong way..Think whatever you want.Think about how fake this is, tuh you,How stupid this is.How fuckup I am.Whatever la -.-It's fine.Just remember, never give up.Always work for happiness.And never lose confidence.Low self esteem is th ultimate killer.Always remember you're worthed it.And don't blame yourself if you hurt someone.Some things can't be predicted.Always look forward, and never look back.Lastly,Take fucking bloody good care of yourselves.Please be healthy, lol.Weather cold, or raining, get yourself an umbrella or jacket.Avoid walking under th rain.Weather hot, drink more water, rest more.Smoke lesser, eat regularly.Don't hurt yourself, be more careful whn you're outside.Love life, enjoy life.*This is NOT only for 1 person.*---THT'S ALL.OMG GZJD JUST FINISHED.WALAOOOO!!!!BLOODY FIRST PRINCESS JI KAOPEH YI XIA!Evil biatch! -'-LOLOL.OKAY.Gna blog about tuhday.Tuhday.Morning, slept at 9am.Climbed out of bed at 4plus or 5?Washed up, bathed etc, ate macs.MY MAC SPICY.HUAT AR!!!HEH.Yesterday night bug mother for it one :DHEEEE (L)Ok thn, around 8plus?Last minute decided tuh go CS.Went out with sis, went CS meet Jun.Had dinner at Sakae.Ordered lots of salmon, maguro.LMAO.Idk we go there is eat sushi or eat sashimi.Wtf.HAHA.Went for pool at safra afterwards.As usual.I was th joke of th game.Forget stripe or solid.Arbo is hit everything right, but th ball just won't bloodyyy go in.Keep hit until cu-corner.URGHHHH.IRRITATING!!!Hahaha, but had loads of laughters!Walked home after 1 hour something from safra with sis and J.(:Reach home straight pekcek.But, oh wells..... Ahahahahaha.Pictures for th day.Spicy tunaaaaaaa.....Mountain of Spicy Tuna/Maguro (Y)From like 8 pieces of sushiii~ HEHEHEH.I ordered salmon la...But they say no more -.-JI SAD.Salmon sweeter!! ):HAHAHA. My 7 plates.And mountain full of tuna (Y)Ikr stupid face. Who cares.I had fun, heh.Candid by J.Candid too.Why my necklace like so shiny!!! (Y)Was staring at air. LOL.My plates~Took this while waiting for 8 at inter before heading tuh Safra~---Anyway this was taken yesterday.... Or tuhday? I forgot.I was being bored.Yea you can easily see from it -.-Who th hell camwhores in front of their own computer?-_----Randomly bored.So I post these lyrics.Lol.你答應我的我都記得,但是你卻忘了你的承諾.不是說好彼此都不再聯絡,誰都別再犯錯.是我的固執讓你難過,但是分手卻也無法選擇.我走了以後, 你要好好生活,不要想我, 也別再哭了.. ~---This is nice! (:---...Oh and.Hu jiao da ming xing de stupid plot...I WATCH UNTIL PEKCEK!!!PISS ME OFFSZXC!Hahahaha.But I like th songs ley!!!蔡卓妍 - 愛贏才會拼!Ah Sa fucking cute!!!HAHAHA.I love her accent la siak! (Y)Mike's singing finally improve liao siak.Last time is............LOL.I know jitao still like cmi.But like, got his style!!! HAHA.And this uh.Fuck it man.Idk why...All th full songs tht I found,Youtube blocked -.-For copyrights ground alibaba ice kachang hot dog sausage la.Kns.呼叫大明星 , 插曲; 蔡旻佑 - 走.Bear with it eh.It's nice!(Y)And this (Y)紅花樂團 - 悄悄話; 呼叫大明星 , 片尾曲.Alright!It's 6.15am now!Bye! (Y)---Sometimes I wished I could stop time from going on,Sometimes I wished I could go back tuh th past.But,Sometimes I wished I could just Ctrl+Z every mistake I made.As easily as I do on my keyboard..Just, undo everything......Every, single thing...Sigh.

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