Just a dream.

Just a dream,We were only just a dream.I would go through all this pain,Take a bullet straight through my brain,Yez I would die for you babeh,But you won't do the same..Mad nice!Anyway,I'm back on drumming.Well obviously I suck at it, LOL!Hahahahhaa.I should be studying please.Still drum, urgh.------MAD FUCKING AWESOME.I LOVE CHRISTINA GRIMMIE!!!!!!!!I can't stop staring at her :DDDDHehehehehe.I love this song...It's nice.And I relate to it. WOOHOO.(Y)BAIK LA SIAKKKK.---Anyway.I slept at 7plus in the morning yesterday..Woke up at 7plus in the evening..Today whole day damn empty.As in, I felt mad empty...This emptiness almost killed me :lMy face was -_- all the way, zzz.Sigh.I'm helplesssss.....It's 6.29am now.Sun's rising again..Everyday I live like this.Without a goal, no target, nothing.I lost my motivation in everything.My heart's in a mess.My brain is killing me.I'm so troubled.Sometimes I just scream like fuck at home.Mad. Zz.Nothing much luh.I just..Idk.I kept staring up at the nightsky in the middle of the night and stone.Zzzz.I'm super mad deep down.Wtfuck please.Anyway I had fun yesterday with L&B.Mad cutessss!Bought 2 shirt and a earring.Lol.K. Bye.'If you ever loved somebody put your hands up.And now they're gone and you wish you could give them everything.'I still love you.So much, so deep, so true.All I ever asked for was your love.But we could never be together.There's so many reason we can't be.But 1, I know it clearly,We should be together, for happiness.But all, that I don't give a fuck to know, but I still do,Is that, we're not meant to be....I guess it'll only be a dream...It'll always be,Something I'll never let go of.You'll always be,Someone I'll never stop loving.Darl, did you know?It's been 196 days.I may have loved someone else in the period of time,Somewhere along these months..But do you know,I've never got over you?Talking to you again, or even just seeing you, not even talking,Or just, your pictures, your everything.They make me fall for you all over again.Or maybe when I THINK I got over you,I haven't didn't.The mention of your name still affects me.The sight of you still affects me.People say, if you're over someone, you won't get affected AT ALL.But I still do.And I do miss you.I'd still stare at you when I'm with you.Everything about you just attract me so much...I don't care about your past,I don't care about anything that you think I'd mind about.I only know, I love you, for everything you are..But we're impossible.....